Saturday, February 14, 2015

What’s wrong with me?



She asked him, standing at the room’s door: what’s wrong with me? ... What’s wrong with me, huh?

He: what? What are you talking about?

She: just listen to me! What’s wrong with me? Do I have the wrong haircut? I can change it, you know. Or do I have the wrong body? She said this as she was walking slowly towards him. Or do I have the wrong face?! Now she is behind him whispering the latest question, he turned around for her, smiling and putting a sweet kiss over her forehead: you are the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.

She secretly was ecstatic by that, but her face didn’t show the happiness, saying: then, what’s wrong with me? Why don’t you love me?

He: don’t say that! I love you dearly, you are my best friend, and how can you say that?!

She: why don’t you love me instead of her, then? Now he is getting a clue of what she is talking about, but he is still acting like he is not, saying: I don’t know where you are getting at with all of that nonsense?!

She: you know what I am talking about, don’t act like you are clueless, and I am asking you: why didn’t you love me instead? What’s wrong with me? You know I loved you and I still do, we are each other’s best friends and sometimes we are the only friends we’ve got in life, then what?!

He is still acting and doesn’t answer her questions, but he is decent enough to hug her with all the love he can only offer to his best friend, nothing more and nothing less.

By that she knew that he is still in love with that girl, and he loves her too, dearly, but him still incapable of giving her his whole heart.

An imaginary dialogue with him… I dreamed of it
26-2-2014, 3:25 a.m.